.....::♥'L.i.f.3 is SIMPL3'♥::.....

生活最主要是活得多姿多彩，但是我怎么觉得它总是要加点调味料才叫生活~
[♥所谓的调味料：酸，甜，苦，辣♥]

人生总是很奇怪，原以为过完一天就代表着我们又还剩下多少天如何去主宰自己的生活，如何去充实自己的生活。但是很不幸的，上天就是那么爱做弄人，总爱调皮的加些“调味料”在人们的生活圈子里~看着如何去刺激人类的味蕾~也许这也就成为了我们人生道路中必经的路程吧~

在这看似短暂的路程里穿插着许许多多的过程，从一出世、一上学、一踏出这社会，我们就必须要学会如何去面对周遭所发生的事情。但是有时真的真的不知道如何去面对去解决，也许你一旦发现你能解决了就意味着你又长大了~~♥

总期许着自己能拥有个完美的爱情或简单的友情，在这里头没有任何的争吵，没有任何的等待，没有任何的猜疑，但没有一个人是完美的，也没有一个人是会配合你去演完你自己的独角戏~

我是谁？？？你是不是也常常这样问自己？？我也时常这样问自己~~
有时候真的会觉得为什么我就是得不到我想要的答案？是我要求太高了？还是那根本就不是我想要？一直努力的去尝试找寻心中的答案，重复又重复的，一遍又一遍的，结果这是一遍没结论的短文~~haha.....

写到这才发现，我的华语退步了~~omg....我完蛋了~~

....::LaSt S3m for my FounDation year in 2010::...

Finally,i update my blog liao...if not,maybe someone will say me old le and lazy to write blog le....haha....XD...

How time flies....so fast and unconsciously tis is my last sem of foundation in 2010.....

:)HAPPY-I finally wan finish my foundation liao

:[SAD- My friend who taking different course or need to go cyber continue
their degree course need to leave me away....

:/SCARE- MUET and FINAL coming SOON!!!!OMG!!

Nonetheless,i really appreciate our memory between u and me....PM13@14-MY friend.....doesn't matter u all taking different course wif me....we still got unforgettable memorise~although u r in the other side or sumtin cannot share wif us....nvm....juz HOPE u can remember OUR pm13 and pm14 alwaysss enough......i will alwaysss remember all of u de......^^v p3nguin

OMG!!!!MY MUET....HAVEN PREPARE YET.....how.....hope the god can bless me and everything will be overcome fine~~~gambate!!!!
PEI YUN~U can do it!!!!

对自己说：“笨蛋，加油吧！”

喜欢大海
远远望去，无边无际~

一个人站在大海前面，任由海风吹打在自己的身上，但愿它能吹走我所有回忆，让我彻彻底底地忘记~让我重新来过~

静静地听着海的呼吸声，仿佛就在跟我述说它的寂寞~~

好想能拥有跟大海沟通的能力，让它听听我心中的旋律~让它告诉我，我该怎么办~~~

远了。。。真的远了~~只剩下自己的回音。。

停住了自己的幻想却停不住时间~~

可是谁都回不到过去~~渐渐都忘记~但回想却很温馨。。。。

再也回不过去，努力去挽救，却已来不及。。。走到这里，再哭也是多余。。。只好选择去面对。。。但却躲不过逃避的谴责。。。走一步又一步，才发现我一直停在原点~~

可怕的时间困住了我，却还一直向前。。。大海，你听见了吗？我不安的心脏，不安的烦恼，那不安的情绪~

听不见的原来是我~~~

也许时光倒流，
我会知道我不会那样子做了，
懂得如何选择，如何决定。。。。


我还是可以微笑地对自己说一声：“笨蛋，加油吧！”

不是我不明白-梁静茹

这感觉。。。。。

不是我不明白
这样并不算太坏
懂得爱说来无奈
来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋
没对他坦白
你还在
会进来吗
你在送我回家我还在猜测
那都是真的吗
再见面前
一直想象还有某种关联
但客气是拒绝
新的朋友
不在终点
你的世界
我在对岸
不是我不明白
这样并不算太坏
能再次关怀
时间洗刷所有的不愉快
后来的爱
我们尝试去款待
懂得爱说来无奈
来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋
没对他坦白
你还在
没说分手
终于是能开玩笑的朋友
不是不难过
多少年了
我想过能和你一起老的
却都有别人了
新的朋友不在终点
我的世界
你在对岸
不是我不明白
有些我没说出来
能再次关怀
时间洗刷所有的不愉快
后来的爱
我们尝试去款待
懂得爱说来无奈
来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋
没对他坦白
你还在
不是我不明白
说被爱并不应该
我们的关怀
像爱但又说不上爱
没有后来
我们才学会爱
但现在说来感慨
不是那个未来
我们说好的
不会更改的你会在

一个人的期待却换来无比的寂寞~~~想更多。。。只会让自己更痛苦

何时才会明白~~原来爱一个人那么辛苦~~

Can you know me?

Grandmum....i miss u so much now......

On Friday,i get a decision....i want cum bek to Yong Peng......dun know why i have tis decision.....even i promise my jie mui want go had fun whole day de......dun know why i should cum bek suddenly.....Grandmum are u calling me bek?

Actually i dun know ur situation is get worst than before.....mum din tell me anything....she dun want tell me.....she dun want me worried.....i know.....

At night, i just know that ur situation is getting worst and worst...............T.T

i'm so unfillial.....i dun know ur situation.....see u like that....my heart is getting broke....Grandmum,my dearest person......Fortunately....i got accompanied u beside when u are gone......

Is that my decision wrong for my jie mui? Why u all want blame me? Am i show emo face to you all? I really want tell u all....nothing happen on me.....but u all din believe me.....wht can i say now? I just can do nothing and be quiet when see u all de blog write like that......

Grandmum i dun want let u go.....can i?

Grandmum how r u in the heaven?

Grandmum i really really want to say sorry to you....sorry i cannot done my promise to you......Grandmum....i love you......but is too late......T.T

You are passed away on Saturday....6.30p.m......i was see ur sound getting small and small.....and beside u when u are died......at that time.....i was cried.....who can know that feeling .....i'm helpless at that time......

i'm too tired right now.....i dun want say anything more le......what u all guess just let u all guess ba......i dun want explain anymore le......only have ONE thing i can sure is......we are best friend forever......

Grandmum.....u want bless me o.....love u......

WISH3S~~

I HOPE THAT IS NOTHING HAPPEN BETWEEN US

is it too late for my apologize? I know i can be punctual at there today....why am i slept over....why? I cannot facing myself....when i go there,i feel so shameless...i pretend myself that is nothing happen between us....but in my heart...i know that was something wrong happen ....

You say you're useless?is it means that all of ur effort before is a bull shit? I can sense what you do for us,what you want to do for us....not only like that,even i can sense that you are very very hard want to finish the assignment with us....is that u're useless? I can sure that is NO!!!

I hope that i can solve all of your problem,i really really hope that i can like that.....i dun want u emo again....if the god give a chance for me, i will not pray for myself,i will let the chance to you____that is hope the god can let u happy alwayzzz.....

FRIEND------a word that is so important in our life........

TRUST-------a word that is so important in friend.........

What a friend should be? A friend is when you are facing some problem,although they cannot help you to solve but still stay beside you . A friend is when you are sad or emo,they will try to comfort you,let you calm down ur emotion. A friend is when you are happy,they will happy. Nothing gonna change our friendship although got some argue before....just forget about it....

Lastly.......i hope that our friendship can be forever......

今天我们都哭了……

借着拍哭戏的理由，我哭了。。。那一刻我真的发泄了我一直累积的情绪，痛快地述说着自己不愉快的回忆，想着不开心的过去。。。旁边陪伴着我的是我的好姐妹，竟然也哭了。。。加我刚好六个人，眼眶红红的，一起哭了。。。
每个人都有自己的烦恼，我想她们也有感触吧。。。泪水不听话的从我脸颊滑落，纵使我使劲地想把它擦干却也擦不掉自己的记忆。。。它深深地印在脑海里。。。泪还是流了。。。
稀里哗啦。。。满脸都是泪痕，心里却是伤痕。。。不想你们为我而担心，拼命的伪装自己;不想整天一直愁眉苦脸，努力的学着微笑。。。努力地让自己融进忙碌的生活。。。但最后。。。。。。才发现原来我错了，这样的我一点不开心，就算是开心也是短暂的。。。
虽然知道自己错了，当发现这一切时，已经太迟了。。。改不了也挽救不回了。。。宁愿自己不开心也要把欢乐带给大家，这已足够了，要切记自己还是拥有短暂的开心，短暂的欢乐。。。虽然短暂但够了。

11/11/2009