没有她的落脚处~ 她是一个人~ 毫无畏惧的~ 自己寻找所谓的答案~

2011年1月1日星期六

◥◣保護我的臂彎◢◤

是我對你感情 淡了嗎?
還是厭倦這樣的溝通方式了嗎?
捫心問自己~我要的是什麽~
怎樣的一個愛情方式才能讓我釋懷~
我要的只不過
是一個可以讓我休息,保護我的臂彎~
你的懦弱,你的缺點~我嘗試努力的看不見~
也不去想~
愛一個人就是要包容他的缺點@看清他的優點~
而我爲什麽就是接受不了這件事~
心痛了~累了~
而你卻不是一個可以讓我放心休息的地方~
 始終一個人找尋不屬於我的安全~
我可以快樂嗎?
當我跟你在一起~
我很珍惜~卻一步步地遠離我想要的歸屬~
我可以放棄嗎?
當我明白你在乎我~
我很欣慰~卻一點點地逼近了抉擇的邊緣~
你擁有別人所沒擁有的~
但你瞭解我嗎?
我想要的是什麽?你知道嗎?
討厭彼此的溝通方式~討厭你的軟弱~
挽救的機會還有嗎??會不會太遲了?
還是說我始終還是習慣一個人~
我需要一雙能夠聆聽我的耳朵~
擁抱我的雙手~
好累~好累~這一切的一切能夠結束嗎?
我不想這樣了~

我知道我錯了~錯在不應該輕易相信你~
你給過的曾諾何曾才能兌現~
我們出現的問題~你看到了嗎?

1st January 2010---5.30am~I MISS U~❤

Today is the 1st of January in 2011~~
Oh,lady~the time passing so fast......
We are old le....no no no~strictly to say is~ We are being Mature!!! wakaka~
Long time i din write my blog by using english le~~
haha~because my english very poor so i seldom write it by english~haha~paiseh leh~XD
It was late at night~ I still sitting in front of my pc~
Thinking and thinking~ almost 1 and half year~ i studying at malacca-MMU~
2009 Jun~i stuying at MMU~That's was a great and enjoyable year for me~
Foundation~ a greatful memory for me~During the year, i know all my good friend and buddy.....
We do assignment, business,shopping,sing k and a lot of things...........
This wan such a unforgetable memory for me~
PM1314.....This name nice leh~haha~is our group in Foundation~haha~so memorable because it means forever=1314,our friendship can be last longer forever(>^ω^<)
If god can let me make a wish, i wish i can go back to my Foundation year~haha~
2010 Jun~ I taking my degree life and say bye bye to my foundation life~~~ T-T~
So busy....and challenge for me~~
Stress is around me~~~Oh My~~(*@ο@*)
But still wan to handle it~~Lucky i can pass 1st sem~
Now i'm in 2nd sem~6 subject i need to handle it~╮(╯﹏╰)╭
POF,FAR,Macro,MA,English and Cyber P~
Except Cyber P.....others is damn hard and difficult to study ar~~
This sem really dunno how to survive~

Nonetheless.....Keep it aside...Hohohoho~~
New year New target~~
Slim down~~hahahaha~~
this is the 1st wish for me~
2nd is Hope can pass my final exam for every sem till i graduate~~~wakakaka~Be safe~~~tian gong bo bi bo bi~~~\(^o^)/YES!



The night is late~very sleepy liao~haha~
going to sleep le o~
i was shopping from 1.30p.m on 31/12 to 3.30a.m 1/1........geng leh~~~hahaha~i also unexpected i can tahan untill now~~~
Last~i wan say good night to everyone lo~~~Oyasumi~~~♥❤♥~\(≧▽≦)/~