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2009年12月21日星期一

Can you know me?

Grandmum....i miss u so much now......
On Friday,i get a decision....i want cum bek to Yong Peng......dun know why i have tis decision.....even i promise my jie mui want go had fun whole day de......dun know why i should cum bek suddenly.....Grandmum are u calling me bek?
Actually i dun know ur situation is get worst than before.....mum din tell me anything....she dun want tell me.....she dun want me worried.....i know.....
At night, i just know that ur situation is getting worst and worst...............T.T
i'm so unfillial.....i dun know ur situation.....see u like that....my heart is getting broke....Grandmum,my dearest person......Fortunately....i got accompanied u beside when u are gone......
Is that my decision wrong for my jie mui? Why u all want blame me? Am i show emo face to you all? I really want tell u all....nothing happen on me.....but u all din believe me.....wht can i say now? I just can do nothing and be quiet when see u all de blog write like that......
Grandmum i dun want let u go.....can i?
Grandmum how r u in the heaven?
Grandmum i really really want to say sorry to you....sorry i cannot done my promise to you......Grandmum....i love you......but is too late......T.T
You are passed away on Saturday....6.30p.m......i was see ur sound getting small and small.....and beside u when u are died......at that time.....i was cried.....who can know that feeling .....i'm helpless at that time......
i'm too tired right now.....i dun want say anything more le......what u all guess just let u all guess ba......i dun want explain anymore le......only have ONE thing i can sure is......we are best friend forever......
Grandmum.....u want bless me o.....love u......