Can you know me?

Grandmum....i miss u so much now......

On Friday,i get a decision....i want cum bek to Yong Peng......dun know why i have tis decision.....even i promise my jie mui want go had fun whole day de......dun know why i should cum bek suddenly.....Grandmum are u calling me bek?

Actually i dun know ur situation is get worst than before.....mum din tell me anything....she dun want tell me.....she dun want me worried.....i know.....

At night, i just know that ur situation is getting worst and worst...............T.T

i'm so unfillial.....i dun know ur situation.....see u like that....my heart is getting broke....Grandmum,my dearest person......Fortunately....i got accompanied u beside when u are gone......

Is that my decision wrong for my jie mui? Why u all want blame me? Am i show emo face to you all? I really want tell u all....nothing happen on me.....but u all din believe me.....wht can i say now? I just can do nothing and be quiet when see u all de blog write like that......

Grandmum i dun want let u go.....can i?

Grandmum how r u in the heaven?

Grandmum i really really want to say sorry to you....sorry i cannot done my promise to you......Grandmum....i love you......but is too late......T.T

You are passed away on Saturday....6.30p.m......i was see ur sound getting small and small.....and beside u when u are died......at that time.....i was cried.....who can know that feeling .....i'm helpless at that time......

i'm too tired right now.....i dun want say anything more le......what u all guess just let u all guess ba......i dun want explain anymore le......only have ONE thing i can sure is......we are best friend forever......

Grandmum.....u want bless me o.....love u......

WISH3S~~

I HOPE THAT IS NOTHING HAPPEN BETWEEN US

is it too late for my apologize? I know i can be punctual at there today....why am i slept over....why? I cannot facing myself....when i go there,i feel so shameless...i pretend myself that is nothing happen between us....but in my heart...i know that was something wrong happen ....

You say you're useless?is it means that all of ur effort before is a bull shit? I can sense what you do for us,what you want to do for us....not only like that,even i can sense that you are very very hard want to finish the assignment with us....is that u're useless? I can sure that is NO!!!

I hope that i can solve all of your problem,i really really hope that i can like that.....i dun want u emo again....if the god give a chance for me, i will not pray for myself,i will let the chance to you____that is hope the god can let u happy alwayzzz.....

FRIEND------a word that is so important in our life........

TRUST-------a word that is so important in friend.........

What a friend should be? A friend is when you are facing some problem,although they cannot help you to solve but still stay beside you . A friend is when you are sad or emo,they will try to comfort you,let you calm down ur emotion. A friend is when you are happy,they will happy. Nothing gonna change our friendship although got some argue before....just forget about it....

Lastly.......i hope that our friendship can be forever......

今天我们都哭了……

借着拍哭戏的理由，我哭了。。。那一刻我真的发泄了我一直累积的情绪，痛快地述说着自己不愉快的回忆，想着不开心的过去。。。旁边陪伴着我的是我的好姐妹，竟然也哭了。。。加我刚好六个人，眼眶红红的，一起哭了。。。
每个人都有自己的烦恼，我想她们也有感触吧。。。泪水不听话的从我脸颊滑落，纵使我使劲地想把它擦干却也擦不掉自己的记忆。。。它深深地印在脑海里。。。泪还是流了。。。
稀里哗啦。。。满脸都是泪痕，心里却是伤痕。。。不想你们为我而担心，拼命的伪装自己;不想整天一直愁眉苦脸，努力的学着微笑。。。努力地让自己融进忙碌的生活。。。但最后。。。。。。才发现原来我错了，这样的我一点不开心，就算是开心也是短暂的。。。
虽然知道自己错了，当发现这一切时，已经太迟了。。。改不了也挽救不回了。。。宁愿自己不开心也要把欢乐带给大家，这已足够了，要切记自己还是拥有短暂的开心，短暂的欢乐。。。虽然短暂但够了。

11/11/2009

The LOVE you cannot know~~~T.T

Sometimes i feel very annoyance......

Sometimes i feel very unhappy......

ALL this feeling came out from one thing.....

that is LOVE.......

why should the people got a feel which is LOVE??

who can tell me?

who can help me?

I'm so helpless....T.Teveryday i feel so sad....and will crying at night.I want leave here....leave to the place that is no love,no annoyance,no sad.....really got this place?tell me.....what should i do now? LOVE+ing a person that is not love you is so suffer one....in ur heart.....but who will know tat feeling? maybe untill one day,we will found that the truthly answer.....

SUshi kING~~~yummy^^

TOday is the promotion of SUshi KIng~~also is the date of result released.....haha.....luckly my result is not bad~~haha.....so me and my friend decide to eat sushi at night although we eat dinner ady.....hehe.....

The PROmotion about Sushi KINg is RM2 for each plate~so cheap.....haha.....me,SzeMIn,JAsmine,ANNa,BEAr and AmelIA ALL six person sit in a car....haha...no more space at all but we r enjoy it......

wHEn we arrive at there, we saw so many ppl at the outside....we shock and waiting and waiting........almost one hour ago just turn us inside......v long long time......we finally can eat the sushi....^^it is so happy for us~~but actually i can sense that got one person is in a emo condition.....haiz.....the reason is why i think i cannot say out.....just feel that it is v quiet when there r met....

alTHOugh tat is like tat...but we all r eating without any sadly or emo......haha....the sushi is v yummy......we all get rid of the result and eat almost >20plate.....haha.....

So busy~~this week....==

好忙哦。。。这个星期。。。种种的ASSIGNMENT等着我去做。。。HAIZ。。。我快要疯了。。。Business math.,economi,english,accouting....shit la....怎么都做不完阿。。。
上了大学生活就是不一样。。。好惨。。。原以为我们的老师离开是件好事，谁知道。。。==换来了恐怖红魔怪，一来就炫耀着她的学历、来历。。。haiz。。。还是个印度人。。。完蛋。。。接下去日子不好过了。。。。

好累啊。。。今天逛了一整天==‘’‘

相信吗？凌晨四点睡觉。。。第二天又七早八早爬起来。。。只为了去吃“大树下的云吞面”。。。haiz。。。那路途还真是遥远啊。。。。谁知道顶着大太阳的我们，走到档口时。。。才发现竟然没开。。。。==''' walao，肚子还真饿啊。。。lol。。。我们只好去吃那“昂贵”的八百鸡饭。。。哈哈哈。。。［其实它并不昂贵啦，只是招牌就叫这啦。。。==］hoho。。。

还真忙啊。。。下午一点。。。跟几个好姐妹一起去JUSCO狂shop。。。逛了一整天，也花了我不少钱啊。。。呵呵。。。女人本性发挥得淋漓尽致。。。哈哈。。。结果今天成了个穷光蛋。。。

wow。。。真不敢相信走到八点多才回到那温暖的家。。。哈哈。。。。弄这弄那都要到十一点噜。。。。洗个香香澡。。。玩个电脑。。。都到凌晨一点噜。。。。要睡了。。。真惨，明天还有早课。。。。八点啊。。。==

各位晚安咯。。。。